Okay, so the last journal I wrote was november 2005, three years on, has much changed.

I am concurrently not famous.
I still can't sing but for medical reasons as opposed to being shit.
I still ramble, and write out of sync poetry.

Lets get to it...so I'd just cut my hair short, I had a new girlfriend called Ella.
I was at College Studying music and Music Technology...I was drinking far too much and I wished I could sing.

Well over the last three years...me and ella broke up just before the end of College which was june 2006 (I got a merit by the way which is alright because it goes Fail, Pass, Merit, Distinction...meh), anyway a few months later (October 2006) me and Ella Got Back together but she was living in a women's shelter, pregnant with this guy's baby and I was Currently Jobless.
In january Ella moved in with my parents and me, and I got a job in Disability, Selling Wheelchairs and man-nappies and such alike...Also delivering and setting up electric beds, it's hard in a cottage. Stairs are not my friends.

Anyway...Ella Gave birth to Holly Kathleen Grace Duvivier on march 16th 2007. Holly Is wonderful and I love her so much.
Whilst working there and bringing up Holly, in april my band, Madeleine Black...(www.myspace.com/madeleineblack) Had our first gig...went really well and we continued to gig.

June 2007 I was fired because they were worried about me quiting...you explain it because I can't.
A week later I got a job at CEX (pronounced SEX), which is an internationl Second hand Store.
We buy, sell, and exchange computers, consoles, CD's, DVD's, Games, Mobile Phones and some slightly more random electronics.
All money and Stock is from the public, not a bad idea.

At this point, I'm 18, working full time for minimum wage, bringing up my re-aquired-girlfriend's Baby, and we're all living at my parents. WoOT!
Things Were interesting.

IN October 2007, just after mine and Ella's 1 year anniversary (this time around) My voice cut out. Doctors told me for months on end I was getting over an Infection and I'd get better.
Someone Finally thought it'd be a good idea to stick a camera down my neck (Actually through my nose and down my throat) to find out what the fuck?

What the fuck is, My diet of alcohol, Coffee, and Chili based foods had made my stomach acid so volitile I was coroding my own vocal chords. This was discovered in april 2008.
Now having to keep my diet better and Wait until my throat fixes itself. which should be another ooooooo 6-8 months...not like it hasn't already been a year...

This october, a week before our 2 year anniversary, some discrepancies in Ella's behaviour came to light (fidelity is not just a term) and we broke up.
Due to me being "not that guy"...I couldn't leave Holly, so me and Ella, and Holly...and my best friend/Drummer Benedict Moved into a house together on the 20th of December 2008

So at this point...I'm 19, I can't sing medically, working full time for minimum Wage (though I was promoted to supervisor), And bringing up the daughter of my re-aquired-ex-girlfriend and getting together with one of my new Sales assistants...tehee...and as a capper, I also share a house and even currently, sleep in the same bed as my ex.
SO now, I know what the word interesting was invented for.

That's three years people...I'm a very boring person, but goddamnit it always seems so intricate.